Saturday, February 27, 2010
You know it was the first time i heard my mum cry over the phone when she talked to my aunt. Not about my father or whatsoever, but i think its some friend or relative. That really is bizarre. I wonder who was it.
This week was work at starhub. Made quite a few friends back there. The ratio of guys is finally more than girls. I mean of course when i was in NS there were no girls to compare with la, but then ya, u know in SA.
You know I was so stressed up, or why i also dunno. I actually went to take a nap on Thurs at 6pm after my lesson that day. Then i woke up at 730pm, thinking it was 730am, and became damn kan chiong why my alarm clock didnt ring. And summore the hse looked like it was 730am in the morning. I rushed to the kitchen and looked at my mum cooking dinner. Then i realise fuck.
Ytd i really needed a good drink. It was a good drink with great company. We finally saw what is a cannon. We saw this 'chics' and really thought they were. But you know, the feeling isnt complete cos they LOOKED complete. You can guess what they were.
I dont know why i felt angry. But i thought i felt more sad than angry. There is no future between us i know. I cant stop her from doing anything, plus we dont owe each other anything. But then, now i look at it, she feels obligated to come instead of wanting to come. Or she knows its easy money. Fuck it. I dont really care.
I want out. I need a fresh start. really...Lets get this memories out of my mind.
{/10:57 AM}
Time's up.
