Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Just when i thot it was going to be peaceful sea.I was reaching on shore.Then the skies just turned black and lightning struck my boat. I lost all hope. I was still holding on to my punctured lifeboard.I decided that i would use it and give it a final try. I dont want to disappoint myself. Regret is always the last thing on my mind.But the problem, i have 3 passengers on board with me.There isnt any space left.I have to make a choice.Its either me or them.And i have decided."Now can't you see that your the only one I really wantAnd everything I need..Is everything you do?"Hell is awaiting me sooner or later.It doesnt hurt to go in later.Just wondering how much i will suffer in there now.Since what i am enduring now. Its worse than hell.I want to fight for it openly, uprightly, honestly.I will fight honourably, and lose honourably.I will die with no regrets by then.The feelings will decompose together with my body.From ashes to ashes, from dust to dust.A new man will rise again.But then, the wind just cant stop blowing the ashes away.Even she doesnt present the chance.Can i create my own then."knock on the door and you will receive, ask for a loaf of bread and u will receive instead of a snakes, ask for an egg and u will receive instead of a scorpion."I can only see scorpions and snakes.I dont see anyone.In the end, i still have to fend them myself."Thought it was me and you babeMe and you until the endBut I guess I was wrongDon't want to think about itDon't want to talk about itI'm just so sick about itCan't believe it's ending this wayJust so confused about itFeeling the blues about itI just can't do without yaTell me is this fair?Is this the way it's really going down?Is this how we say goodbye?"Leong Boon Liang.Choose.
{/4:52 PM}
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